Sometimes..

“When you love someone,

you want what’s best for them,

and sometimes what’s best for them..

Isn’t you.”

– J.M. Darhower

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Letting Go

I looked at myself in the mirror today and suddenly had the urge to get a pair of scissors and just chop off my hair right then and there.

And so I did.

Looking at myself after my impulsive decision, I began to panic.

It’s way too short.

I looked around the floor. Hair everywhere–a lot of them.

I focused my gaze on the mirror again.

I looked more younger now. I feel lighter.

Along with my hair are the feelings I’m bottling up inside me.

I smiled.

I’m letting them go now.

I’ve let them go.

We All Have Bad Days

Do you know the feeling wherein there’s like a lump in your throat which hurts like hell and you can’t breathe properly?

Or that feeling wherein your heart is like jumping out of your chest and you know you’re going to burst into an ugly cry any minute from now?

Yeah, I hate that feeling–this feeling.

Why can’t we just have a delete button so we can erase the most painful parts of our lives and continue living like nothing happened?

Day 2 ♡ | 30 Day Blogging Challenge: 10 Facts About You

Get to know a little bit about me!

Day 2 – 10 Facts About You

  1. I’m a Communication graduate working on my certification to be able to teach Professional Education. (I’m going to receive it this month!)
  2. Once I have my certification, I then plan to enroll in a Master’s Degree Program in Special Education.
  3. I really love coffee, not for the caffeine but for its taste. (I’ll never get tired of saying this. LOL.)
  4. Like coffee, I’m addicted to milk tea as well!
  5. I’m also a fan of Oolong tea.
  6. I’m a bibliophile. I fell in love with reading way back when I was still in Elementary–which is the reason why I am wearing specs to date.
  7. In connection with # 6, I’ve been wearing specs for almost 11 years now. I plan on having Lasik Surgery if I already have the money. It’s not cheap so.. Yeah. (Please take care of your eyes! I’d be over the moon if I’ll have my 20/20 vision back.)
  8. I really like Forensic Science. I enjoy watching shows like Forensic Files (On Netflix) for hours! If you know anymore shows like that, please do tell me ♡
  9. I also enjoy conspiracy theories.. A lot. Plus, anything weird. Like Black Mirror (On Netflix) weird.
  10. My dream job when I was in college was to be a Flight Stewardess (I’m 5″6 by the way, so you can say I’m taller than most girls) but everything changed when I decided I wanted to be an educator. No regrets ♡

Well, there you have it!

Okay, okay. This was supposed to be 30 Facts About You but.. I’ll just probably add more facts soon. LOL.

Anyway, see you on Day 3! Hahaha ♡

Intro & Day 1 ♡ | 30 Day Blogging Challenge: Your Blog’s Name

Hi there! As of writing, I am now officially unemployed.

I might start finding work in a few weeks time though–but for now, I’m just gonna chill for a bit and get my much needed rest.

With lots of free time on my hands, I decided to do this ‘challenge’ I saw on Pinterest. Although I don’t think I can post on a daily (Yes, I know that’s the challenge.. But I’m lazy), I’ll still try to post whenever I can or whenever I feel like it.

I’m just basically using this ’30 Day Blogging Challenge’ as my topic guide.

So, let’s start!

Day 1 – Your Blog’s Name

Steffi and Her Coffee

Just me and my coffee (I love coffee–if it’s not yet too obvious) + my spilled thoughts about anything.

This blog had a different name before, but I decided it’s time to change it soon to make it more.. Me.

I guess you can say that I was holding a cup of coffee the night I finally changed my url. LOL.

See you on Day 2